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From: Silvia ( -68.38.35.12)
In Reply to: Making peace... posted by Jo Stepaniak on May 29, 2009 at 4:10 am:
Thanks Jo. I just miss him so much. I loved taking care of him and to see him get better after the state I found him in gave me such joy. If he had died after I found him, it would have been easier for me to accept because he seemed to be dying when I found him. For him to get better and to be playing in the yard, and the next thing I know he is dead because he was killed by a dog - that is what is hard for me. I know it's not going to change anything by wondering "why did it have to happen like that," "why did he get better just to be killed," but I can't help thinking those things. I just feel like this experience has left a black hole in my heart because some one I was caring for was killed on my watch. I just think I could have given him a good life if he was still alive, even though he might not have been out in the wild. It does help me though to think what you suggested that maybe I did give him some happiness that he would not have otherwise known. Thank you for that. Peace~
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