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From:	Anonymous (98.222.99.144)
Subject:	Re: heeyy =] Just lookin for a new Friend.
Date:	April 15, 2008 at 4:32 pm PST

In Reply to: heeyy =] Just lookin for a new Friend. posted by Natasha on January 3, 2007 at 12:27 pm:

Hey well i came across this when i was searching the web but i thought i need a friend today but im sure your no going to reply because you probly moved on well i hope you can help me dont worry i dont think im inportant enough to reply to but here it goes i was talking to my friend in the summer like my best friend about who we like i described my girl and he described this other girl but he made it seem like shes misfit in this world and i made fun of him but then i always think im nice friendly and everything else i go to highschool but in the summer it was my first actual love the first time i meant "I love you" i was So Happi but then she started to get in problems and then she blamed me i felt bad and then i started having my mental breakdowns like i literally couldnt control myself and thought of everything negative i went to therapy and then my next girlfriend dumped me after i sayed i never liked her but i never felt Happi after my first girl and i brokedown again after knowing she was actually great to me but i met the girl my friend was talking about i tried to make her Happi everyway i could i let her use my stuff(i think) i tried to make her laugh, i tried to be there for her, i tried giving her confidence or supporting her like one time we stayed for student concil(even though it was stupid) I dont know if i helped her but she made me Happi because i tried getting her on the ladder we smiled had fun then we bounded in my sense but then i saw we were doing the work for school andwe had a great time while the other people where ... Idk but i sat next to her and she made me Happi once again i thought we were in the same boat but she eventually looked liked she was getting Happi but i keep getting worse ive been getting more depressed to this day Ive screwed up my chance with being a friend i treat her like shes no one(i thought she made fun of me she was sort of my rolemodel and still is she went from depression to being Happi and then i want to be like her) i wish to be able to talk to someone without acting like im all strong and dont care but honestly i just want to be real and explain and show that i need help and i just want to quit being looked up to and liked i dont see why i wouldnt want anyone to be like me im smart but lazy i wish someone could help but then i...d...k... i want to be there for her in my own conseded mind i thought i cant do anything but i want to thank you for listening your the bestfriend i could ever want with me or around me just to help me out.

Lol
but could you help by explaining to me how can i tell her that i loce her without hurting or how i can become a friend or more even though i cant offer as much as anyone else i will look at this bulletion or whatever or something.

Thanks....hope you respond to me

I hope you stay Happi and find that new friend if you still need one

But I wish people can be honest cause thats what wat i would look for in a girl im shy but try to look tough and cool but i could use some help.

sry and thanks.....=P

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