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| From: | sweetbananas (74.197.245.121)
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| Subject: | Nursing school |
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Date: | January 25, 2012 at 12:47 am PST |
Dear friends,
Before learning about and living 811rv, I enrolled in nursing school, and I remain a student there. Long story short, since learning of 811rv, being involved in the nursing/conventional medicine field has always been a conflict of heart. I spend all my time and efforts learning a service that is really far from true healing. Nevertheless, I have continued on with the program, not very much enjoying it, mainly because I am afraid to dissapoint people including my parents and beloved colleagues and instructors.
I want to pull out from nursing school now. It doesn't seem to make much sense putting all my time and energy into something that I feel very conflicted about. I can get my degree in a non-medical field. But I am so close to getting my nursing degree---less than one year left.
Still, I just cannot get myself to pull out. I am scared about making such a big move. People have warned me that I may regret it---though, with 811rv, what is there to regret? Still---I find myself easily influenced by others' advice to just keep going. I have put in years of work in nursing school, and I am almost there. I am afraid of dissapointing people, and embarassed that they think I am just quitting. No one understands---family or colleages or instructors---excatly why I would want to pull out. They don't know the truth of 811rv.
I need some advice and support. Any good reasons why I should finish my degree in RN school---especially considering that I have less than a year left? Is there any path in the nursing field I could pursue, that does not conflict with 811rv? And of course, I welcome your reasons for pulling out now.
I am also interested to connect with Luke Sartor. I recall that soon after he began his university studies, he decided to change his path, amidst initial and strong resistance from his family. Luke, do you give out your personal e-mail, so we may correspond further on this issue?
Thank you,
sweetbananas
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