So I was kinda dating this guy who was really amazing and ofcourse he was all popular and hott and every girl would kill to date him...but for some reason he liked me? But somehow I messed everything up and now I will never have a chance with him again. I went through a stage where I cried every night and I really thought I was becoming depressed. Then I thought that maybe he quit liking me because of my weight so I started thinking about loosing weight. Then I thought that was just impossibly for me so I started throwing up EVERYTHING I ate. Now I just make myself throw up after means and things like that but everytime I eat I feel so guilty. I dont want to quit but I think its really harmful to my body. Am I bulimic?