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| From: | moo (udp017753uds.hawaiiantel.net)
| | Subject: | Re: chewing and spitting out of food | |
Date: | June 5, 2006 at 11:36 pm PST |
In Reply to: chewing and spitting out of food posted by Karen on March 31, 2000 at 7:02 pm:
I have struggling with c & s ever since i was released from the hospital for severe complications due to anorexia. The anorexia my way of coping with a series of sexual assaults and even though it is a few yrs later, i am dealing with the legal issues of prosecuting my attacker.
I hate it. I have never really gotten over the anorexia although my weight and health are "stable". I am a fitness trainer and a biology and psychology major so i more than understand what i am doing. But i do not no how to stop. This is taking over my life just as much, if not more, than anorexia. i have been unable to make myself eat enough so i think that i am allowing myself to swallow sometimes when i c & s. I train 7 days a week and work at a gym but i am starting to gain weight again. And the worst part about all of this is that it is destroying my social life. The shame from what i am doing has made me become increasingly isolated. I desperately want to stop but i know it is a way of coping with all that i am going through. If there is anyone who has been able to stop, i am pleading for your input on what to do.
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