for about 2 years it was awful. We sold our house and movedin with FIL until I was able to go back to work. WE got food stamps. They gave us plenty to feed us. Don't be too proud to ask for help. Is hubby looking for work? If not are you? My hubby and I worked 3 jobs between us. We could barely pay the bills but we did what we had to. My heart goes out to you