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Subject:
I am alone and need prayer
Date:
March 23, 2006 at 5:44 pm PST
Hello dear ones. I have shared this with no one. I am a happy wife and mom, or at least I was. In December my husband of 24 years was fired from his well-paying job. He had been caught downloading porno films to his office computer. He came home and told me. He may have had a nervous breakdown, from which he hasn't yet recovered. The Lord held me and I forgave him. I told nobody, so I couldn't receive any help with my grieving. Now he remains without a job. Our pantry is bare. There is no money for new curriculum or anything else. I am giving things away and getting my beautiful house ready to sell. I feel as if I am totally alone. I guess I just needed to break down and ask for prayer that I can hold on until help comes. I love dh very much and he is obviously very ashamed and broken. Sometimes I feel like an idiot for staying, but I know it's what the Lord would have me do. I would appreciate your lifting me up in prayer, as I am too exhausted.
