I don't even know what to post. I am just so down right now. I really want to adopt, and my husband and I have gone back and forth with this. Sometimes he has been okay with it, but now the issue seems dead. I am so stressed. I have a lot of anger toward him. I don't know why this is so important to me, but it is. We have 4 bio children, 3 older and one a toddler. I wanted to have more, but can't. I lost 2 babies. I feel our family is incomplete. I would mother 10 more if I could. Anybody have any words of wisdom? This issue is coming between us, and I am getting more and more depressed.
