you dont heal yourself with forgiving, the opposite is thru ! Only masochist present the other cheek. It is necessary that you dont surpress the anger about people who mistreated you and that you can feel this anger, otherwise you are twice the victim. 40 years Alice Miller has studied child mistreatment and wrote 13 books about it, various in english language. I suggest you read them to have a proper overview.

i do not want to "crawl towards God" as you suggest in your last comment, but you do it if its your way, but dont assume that this is the only way possibel and valid for all.
As background music to my comment i suggest : John Lennon : Immagine !
a very happy new year to all !

This is a toughy because I personally would probably not be too motivated to go outside to workout on equiptment but I also would prefer it not to be in my living room.
Is there anything in your gym you don't use much that can swapped for your new equiptment?
Though, if it would get just as much use on the porch I say give it a home on the porch :o).

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